January 23, 2012

Currently Reading: Eat Pray Love

That’s right, currently reading. I realize I am a bit late to the party.

It’s not that I didn’t know about the party, it’s even worse. I heard about the party a while ago and decided it probably wouldn’t be that great. Then, stayed home to wash my hair.

But thanks to Jen, I am finally reading Eat Pray Love.

Eat Pray Love

As I flipped open to the first page, I assumed that reading this would make me want to travel. To take a year off, ditch my job, drop my dog off at the farm (literally), pack a bag and get on the first flight out of here. It didn’t.

It didn’t make me want to take up meditation or find God either.

But it did inspire me. It made me want to write.

Not to write a bestseller, or even a book for that matter. Just to write.

To scribble some words in one of the many notebooks I fill with doodles. To grab a pen and start those thank you notes I’ve been putting off since Christmas. To write in my blog.

So, that’s where I’m starting. Right here on my blog.

Since I moved to New York I’ve had more time to read. I spend my commute in both directions perfecting the art of reading on the subway. Skillfully establishing room for my book on a crowded subway. Artfully turning the page with one hand. Rarely dropping my book and cursing as I try to pick it up without losing my balance.

I’ve also wanted to read more here. Maybe it’s the weather. Maybe it’s the fact that the mountains aren’t looking down on me, judging me for choosing to stay inside instead of doing something adventurous. Maybe it’s because this city is exhausting. Some nights when I get home, I can’t look at another screen. These nights are my favorite. I turn off my computer, curl up with a glass of wine (and probably a bowl of popcorn) and escape into my book.

I’ve always loved reading, even before I knew how. I remember being jealous when my older brother was learning to read in school. In true younger sibling fashion, I had to have what he had. It wasn’t fair, I wanted to read too! I cried to my mom. I even stole my brother’s homework and hid out in my room, trying to decode those jumbled letters. I would pretend to read while I sat there in my room. Just looking at the pages in front of me, speaking gibberish to my teddy bears. I even loved pretending to read. (Nerd cred? I think so.)

From the beginning, I was hooked.

I love all kinds of books. I feel like that is something that people say when they don’t really mean it. Maybe I don’t really mean it either. But I do know that I like reading books for all sorts of different reasons. Some are meant to inspire, like Eat Pray Love. Others are purely for entertainment. Or escape. Sometimes I’m embarrassed for loving a book, for getting caught up in the story (yup, I’m talking about you, Twilight), but I’ve rarely met a book I didn’t like.

I still have 100 pages left in Eat Pray Love. One hundred more pages to be inspired by. I’m not sure what’s next, but I’m always open to suggestions.

January 21, 2012

I am a runner.

Shortly after moving to Brooklyn, one of my best friends, Carren, came over for dinner. At the time, she was just about to run her first race – a 10k in Brooklyn’s Prospect Park. She’d never been a runner, always despising it and wondering who these crazy people were who loved it. They must be kidding themselves. No one really loves running.

Turns out, in just a few months, we’d be among those crazy people. Singing out loud on 10+ mile runs on Saturday mornings, in a voice reminiscent of Buddy the Elf, “WE LOVE RUNNING!”

That October evening, while we sat with glasses of red wine in hand, as they often are with Carren and I, she casually mentioned that she was thinking about training for a half marathon. From out of no where, I piped in with a “Hey, I’d train with you. I’ve always kind of wanted to do a marathon.”

Umm, what?

I’m not really sure where that came from. I mean, sure I’ve thought about it. These sort of things are easy to think about. You see pictures and status updates on Facebook from friends who ran a marathon. You think to yourself, wow that’s cool. Maybe I’ll do that someday.

Someday. But did I really want to do that now? To stick to a schedule that included spending my weekends running? After all, I just moved here. I had so many New Yorky things I should be doing!

Before I knew it, we had a training schedule picked out. We registered for the ING Miami Half Marathon. We bought plane tickets. And we started running.

I hadn’t run in about a year when we started, but I was surprised how quickly it came back. It’s an incredible thing, to see your strength and endurance change so drastically in just a couple of months. But, even after two months of running 4 times a week and completing my first 10+ mile runs, I still didn’t feel like a runner. I’d often look back at the training schedule, at all the days I crossed off in red, and I was proud of myself. But, just because I did it didn’t mean that I was a runner.

One morning it hit me.

My alarm went off at 5:30 am. I paused for just a second, listening to the wind howling and the rain coming down outside my window. I hopped out of bed, threw on my running gear and was out the door. I only paused one more time before stepping outside into the rain, thinking I must be crazy. Then, I started running.

It was dark. It was pouring rain. The wind was blowing. A dozen times I stepped in puddles over my ankles. I laughed out loud every time.

That morning run in the monsoon (only a slight exaggeration, I assure you) was the most fun I’ve ever had running. I smiled the entire time. I laughed. It was silly and weird. What was I doing out there? I’d officially gone off the deep end.

Six miles later, I was back in my apartment – still laughing – and dripping wet.

I am a runner.

I love getting up early and running before work (though I will admit, I loved it more when it was four miles and not six).

I love spending Saturdays with Carren, pushing ourselves on our long runs. First they were just six miles, then before we knew it, we were running 10,11, and 12 miles.

For our last two long runs, we abandoned Prospect Park and got a little adventurous – running across the Brooklyn Bridge and along the river in Manhattan to see how far we would get. Last weekend was our longest run, 12 miles, and we ran from Brooklyn to 125th Street. That’s Harlem for anyone who’s counting.

Then, we took the subway home.

This is probably the most dedicated I’ve ever been to something, certainly in the realm of athletics. I’ve only missed two runs (both the week I was sick with the flu) and just a few strength training days. I ran on Christmas morning before opening presents. I was the only one in the gym on New Year’s Day. I’ve gotten up early, stayed in on Friday nights, complained, popped blisters, expressed hatred at the idea of running, grumbled about the weather, contemplated skipping runs and whined about sore muscles. But, I’ve done it.

And in one week, I’ll be sitting in Miami anxiously awaiting my race the next morning. My first half marathon.

December 30, 2011

Three months in.

And not a blog post to be seen.

When it has been a long time since I’ve blogged, I always fall into this trap where I come up with a giant list of things that I should have posted about. Then, I am overwhelmed with all of those things. Then, I go do something else.

Rinse and repeat.

In the three months since the move from Boulder to Brooklyn, that list is incredibly long. So, instead of putting off this post yet again, I figured a highlight reel would be best. Here it is – my first three months!

I settled in to my Brooklyn apartment. (And I’m loving every second of it.)

I saw my first Broadway show.

I hung out with my best friends. (A lot.)

I fell head over heels (again) with my job.

I walked around NYC on a pizza tour.

I experienced Sleep No More. (And it was awesome.)

I started training for a half marathon. (And I’m totally ready for race day: Jan 29 in Miami.)

I spent way too much money on food. (Seriously.)

I ate a lot of pizza. And milk shakes. (See above.)

I turned 27. (And my amazing friends took me out for a surprise bday dinner.)

I raced around Manhattan with Clay in the Amazing New York Race Holiday Edition.

I mastered the subway. (But only when I know exactly where I am going.) (Basically only to and from work.)

I did Accomplice.

I had a lot on manicures. (It’s not my fault that they have $10 mani on my block.)

I celebrated my first Christmas in NYC.

And tomorrow night … I’ll be ringing in 2012 here.

If the last three months are any indication, 2012 is going to be incredible. Happy New Year!

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